|The information presented here should be considered HYPOTHETICAL, to give you an idea of some of the problems and opportunities we face as a society. Any relation to actual situations is coincidental.
Sterling talks about how his addiction to lust resulted in his divorce
and now possible incarceration, arguing that society should stop using sex to
sell, which results in broken marriages, families, lives; and violation of
children. He believes he chose this weakness as part of his life path to overcome.
Shortcut url: http://tinyurl.com/SterlingConfession
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I know, many of you think I've gone completely bonkers and have gone into total
self-destruction. I'm writing this so that you, as my esteemed audience,
know what is up with me and why I may be limited in the coming days, months, or
even years, in my ability to be actively involved in continuing this news
Actually, I am fully mentally in tact -- as much as I always have been -- and am
stepping into a place that I believe was a key portion of my life path when I
was planning my life before I was born. That includes making a mistake that
could lead to my incarceration, to bring attention to a foundation of our
society that is deeply out of order. By that, I'm not saying that my
mistake is justified in any way. To the contrary.
Also, this does actually have a lot to do with free energy, inasmuch as we get
the government and the energy we deserve, and presently, due to societal
immorality, we deserve tyranny, not the freedom that free energy engenders --
power to the people, literally and figuratively.
Sexual deviance by society is
at the foundation of societal crumbling. My being a scapegoat on this can help
turn it around and speed the transformation of society to the point that they
have a broken heart and contrite spirit answered by a changed or new heart, to
bring us into a new world.
Modern society parades an endless stream of lascivious images designed to get
people, especially men, to lust for someone who is not their spouse.
They use gratuitous sex, aka sin, in order to sell products. You would think the
movie and entertainment industry thinks they have to include this stuff if they
want to be successful. But it's not just the "professionals" that use
sex to sell. Society has succumbed to thinking that it is okay and even expected
for women to dress and behave this way in public -- encouraging men to lust
These sex images are destroying marriages and families by promoting infidelity,
and are leading sometimes to sexual abuse of children. So, those who portray
these images are complicit in this exteriorization of society.
This must be stopped unless you really want the tyranny that is presently coming
on the world due to decades of moral decline. The maxim, "those who commit
sin become the servant of sin" is as true of nations/civilizations as it is
of individuals. "Servitude" in this context is also known as tyranny
or dictatorship. From my vantage point, that tyranny is coming on us firmly.
Society is about to go into brutal incarceration by the New World Order, by
No, that doesn't have to be permanent. Biblical prophesy predicts that the reign
of the beast will endure 3.5 years. All we need to do is turn back to God and
goodness, with a broken heart and contrite spirit, which will then warrant our
deliverance from that tyranny -- and the arrival of a new world with a new heart
-- and new energy to power that enlightened civilization.
For me, personally, my messing up in this area could lead to my literal
incarceration, taking me out of circulation from being actively involved in
helping exotic free energy technologies emerge. A few months back, it led to my
divorce. And now, with my income in jeopardy due to my possible incarceration,
Cheri and the kids have to move from the home Cheri manifested three years ago,
to go live with her mom under cramped conditions, taking many things we normally
would have retained, and giving them away to thrift, and putting the rest in
One person lamented to the effect, "How the mighty have fallen, thanks to society's glorification of sex and
Here's a YouTube version of the two
episodes, my last, at least for a long time, for http://FreeEnergyQuest.com.
Here, I talk about this situation, hypothetically.
NOTE: My light-hearted approach comes from a strong centeredness on why I chose to have this trial in my life and what I need to do about it. I have had tears of remorse, but I don't dwell there.
Also, for those of you who don't watch that video/audio recording, a key point
to be made is that there is a wide spectrum within what is defined as
"pedophile". I'm much closer to the "just crossing the line"
end than the other, darker extreme that includes forcing, penetration, and
The following was sent to some of the adults close to the situation where I
From: Sterling Allan
Sent: Sunday, December 21, 2014 11:18 AM [MST]
Subject: Fw: apology
What I sent last night was an unfinished draft.
Here are a few things I have done along the lines of repentance:
- I fully acknowledge
that I have a problem, even to the
point of giving public
about it, notwithstanding the stigma the is associated with such disclosure.
- Two weeks ago, Sunday, I disclosed
to all of the [...]
project individuals in [...] that I have a lust addiction.
- I apologized
- I recognize that my actions effect others
even beyond what
I can comprehend.
- I am sorry about actions. I feel remorse.
- I've been in a 12-step program of recovery for nearly a
- I have a sponsor.
- I have two counselors.
- I have someone who watches my computer usage, able to see
every keystroke, every search query, every click of the mouse.
- I have been praying to God for recovery.
- I have felt guidance and support from divine help.
- Part of my recovery has been setting proper boundaries.
- Based on what transpired in [...], I am committed henceforth that
if I encounter a situation where I'll be staying that includes a potential
trigger that I will hastily inform the relevant individuals of my
addiction so proper boundaries can be established.
- Based on what transpired in [...], I am committed to voluntary house
sequestration except for limited travel, with prior disclosure
of my addiction to relevant individuals with prior agreement on boundaries to
I have been advised not to provide any further communication with you on this matter.
I wish the best for you, and again beseech your forgiveness. I'm doing what I can to repent on my end.
Sterling D. Allan
I know, what I said above only address half of what has most all of you
disgusted and shocked.
Here is an excerpt of what I wrote yesterday
to my family in response to an email that Cheri's mom, Susan, sent to the
Cc: [some family members]
Sent: Thursday, January 01, 2015 1:34 PM
Subject: Re: Family request
First, I want to thank Susan for her
general demeanor in her email this morning. I see a great deal of
restraint and Christian love in how she portrayed her point of view.
I was touched by her words of encouragement to reach out and help, and
her words about what brings this kind of thing on in the first place
seem very much in line with my own experience and understanding of the
I do believe full recovery can and will come at some point in my life,
hopefully sooner than later.
Meanwhile, I am extremely sorry about the tumult and disruption that
this recent unveiling is causing in many people's lives, especially
for Cheri and the kids and Susan and Michael.
As I am still in a place of being an addict, here are the parameters/boundaries
that I see as being prudent. Most of these were in place and
stipulated by Cheri, but I've enlarged (restricted) it a bit more
- I should have someone who has the
ability to monitor all my computer usage. I realize that they don't
actually sit there and watch every keystroke, but just knowing that
they can makes all the difference for me. *** has been doing
this since about a month after my separation from Cheri, who was doing
it prior to that.
- I should not be alone with under-age females. There should always be
others around, in vicinity, not necessarily in the same room, preferably including an adult(s). I do not have an
issue with males.
- I should not sit next to under-age females in physical contact, or
have them on my lap, or hold them. An exception would be babies, in
the presence of other adults, for a brief hold. I'm fine with that.
- Going in public where scantily-clad apparel will be likely is not a
good idea for me, whether streets, events, stores, etc.. But that is
only from a vantage point of staying away from triggers, not because I
am a threat to those thus clad. Brief visits to stores is not a
- Swimming pools, beaches, and swimming apparel of females are
things I should not attend, generally speaking. I have been able to
stay in a very good space in small family settings, but other such
settings have also served as a trigger when I'm not in a good space;
not that these led to acting out, but they did contribute to a trigger
cycle. When I'm in a good space, I can attend local swimming pools
that have low attendance, with the family, such as Snow college,
and be fine.
- Since male attraction has never been part of my addiction, going to
public restrooms is not a problem for me and need not be restricted in
Jail/prison is absolutely not the best
place for me and is not necessary [...]. I do think that going
there [would] help me relate to what others in a situation similar to
mine have had to go through, and the abuse they get from those who go
to judgment, vindictiveness, irrational conclusions, etc.
Now, all that said, I take vehement exception to Susan's assumption or
thinking that I'm manic or have some other sort of mental disorder.
Having suicidal thoughts or wishes does not make one manic. I would
guess that 90% of humanity has thoughts along those lines at least
once in their life, and 75% of humanity has those thoughts from time
to time as things get tough in life. We purposely design our lives to
be hard, so that we will get the most out of our life experience.
People get close to the point of wanting to check out from life and
get relief from their challenges. That is natural, not unnatural. If
they never have such thoughts, then they didn't choose a life path
hard enough, or they are being lazy and not stepping into their life
path. [...] Anyone who claims they've never
had suicidal thoughts is most likely fibbing or repressing those
memories of darker times in their life.
As for your denigrating my belief that I am HF in the flesh, I don't
take exception with you not believing that, but I do take exception
with you pointing to that as evidence of some kind of mental disorder.
For me, this has been my paradigm, at
least in the back of my mind, continually, for nearly two decades --
all while doing very sane and professional work in the world. That is
a paradigm that I have which is based on reams of evidence supporting
it. With my fully in-tact mental faculties, I [would say] that there is
far more evidence for that paradigm than there is for exotic free
energy technologies coming forward, and you know how strongly and
passionately I have been championing the latter. And you know how many
excellent people have been accompanying me in the free energy quest,
including yourself. It's your voice they hear in the intro to each
show I do: "Imagine a world...".
I have been compiling a list the most clear and solid evidences
While they might be hard to believe overall (no one is expecting HF or HM in the flesh; it's not in our
paradigm or scope of vision; certainly not someone like Sterling), you
have to agree that taken one by one they are solid. For example:
- The very first (alpha) word definition in the OT lexicon is ab,
which means Father. It is spelled aleph, bet, or if we
substitute the Greek (NT) alpha for aleph, we get
"alpha bet" or the English: alphabet. In other
words, the very name of "Father" is closely tied to the
name "Alphabet" as a hybrid word from the Hebrew, Greek,
and English. I discovered and have been expounding on
Alphabetics for nearly two decades, since at least March, 1996.
I don't have a problem with you
disagreeing with my beliefs. But I do think it is weak for you to want
to write this off as "manic" when it has extremely solid
foundation in facts. Fine if you want to interpret things differently,
but don't paint me as a mental case because I notice things like this
and consider them significant. It's a matter of religious belief. We
have different beliefs, and that is protected by the first amendment
to the Constitution.
Sterling D. Allan
My atomic clock physicist dad points out
that "correlation does not equate to validation". In response, I would
say that "volume of correlation can build an extremely strong case, but
ultimately, the final determination needs to be, as it should be, a matter of a
person's choice and faith."
By way of introspection and instruction for those wondering how someone could
mess up like this; here, briefly, are a few contributing factors for me. I don't
bring these up to make excuses or to diminish the severity of my problem; just
to let you see from another person's moccasins. These factors were sufficient to
override the excellent space I had been in because of stepping into my calling
in life, largely pertaining to Alphabetics; and the conscious contact that
- Points of Weakness:
- My leaving family (direct and extended) during birthday/holiday
season, partially out of protest for their giving me a hard time about Alphabetics.
I.e. lack of love from loved ones.
- PESN audience giving me a hard time for alphabetics and brining up
spiritual topics in our news. Traffic dropping off as a result. I.e.
lack of love from loved ones.
- Associates at NEST continually
picking on me over past year, pointing out mistakes, beating up on me.
I.e. lack of love from loved ones.
- LDS Church wrongfully banning
me from all LDS properties for an "incident" that didn't
happen. I.e. lack of love from a Church I love, despite it's being out
- My SterlingSundaySchool.com
series, which is my best work and is most important to me was getting
just a tiny trickle of traffic.
- Newfound "friends" at ***s turned out to be people I
could barely relate to. No oasis as I had anticipated. I was utterly
alone. No one in my life anywhere who could see my paradigm and support
me in it.
- Satan's lies:
- No one will ever know. (Never true, especially now with NSA spying on
everyone; not to mention the angels that watch on, keeping tabs on us,
to help, to reprimand, and to chronicle.)
- Just a little won't hurt. (Which leads into a downward spiral, leading
to more, crossing lines.)
- She wants this and enjoys it.
- She initiated it.
- This is borne of affection and love.
Sterling Sunday School
In case you've not seen it, here is
my two-hour http://SterlingSundaySchool.com
episode from December 28, where I laid all these things out hypothetically, publicly for the
first time. I talked about these things, hypothetically, in my recorded interview with John B.
Wells (former host at Coast to Coast AM and presently on CaravanToMidnight.com)
on December 23,2014, but apparently he has chosen not to publish that yet. I was
with him on Coast on the first
night he became an official host there on January 21, 2012. (PESN)
As you watch that presentation, remove from the equation the question of
whether or not you agree with the substance of what I am saying (which is a
matter of belief or paradigm), and ask yourself the question: "Is this a mad man, or is
he sane?" Watch my body language, how I talk, how I carry myself, the
intelligence I convey. I think you must conclude that I am totally sane and very
centered, not rattled, not manic, not frenzied, not depressed, etc...
Its publication on the FreeEnergyScams web site at least by December 30,
commenced its propagation among our circles, whereas prior to that, its views
were on the order of less than 1/day. Here is what I said about their story:
|From: Sterling Allan
Sent: Wednesday, December 31, 2014 8:56 AM [MST; GMT-7]
Subject: Fw: Sterling D. Allan waiting to be Arrested
Bear in mind that this guy spins things in the absolute worst light, exaggerating in his terminology -- the sensational headline effect.
He also describes the E-Cat as a scam.
I would classify him in the camp of "false accuser" which is a meaning of diabolos (devil).
It's not that there is nothing to what he is saying. The problem is the extreme to which he says it and does not give the other side of the story, leaving out key info, which essentially enters into the realm of a "false" or unfair portrayal.
According to karma, come judgment time, he may get some of his own medicine, not being given a break on some of his mistakes. "That which you send out shall return again to you."
This most recent SterlingSundaySchool.com
episode is really a culmination/zenith of weekly courses I've been giving since
August 10, 2014. So don't expect to be able to watch it and accept what is
given. There is a lot of pre-requisite information that is needed for you to
appreciate what is presented in what may be my last episode for a while, if I am
incarcerated before this next Sunday.
Here is what I just wrote to an associate who strongly urged that I not publish
this private matter, warning of the legal consequences of doing so, which could
be severe and not in the least fair, logical, or compassionate.
|From: Sterling Allan
Sent: Friday, January 02, 2015 12:13 PM [MST]
Subject: Re: Pending Story: Sterling Confession
Let me put it this way. I feel called from before the foundations of the world to bring this issues out into the open. It is a huge calling that I'm not going to shrink from out of personal fear of what it might mean to me.
As you know, I'm no coward.
My audience very much deserves to know where I'm coming from. This issue is being circulated and discussed, and my arguments in this article are brief and powerful for anyone who has eyes to see.
I'm not counting on the legal system being fair to me. I'm willing to subject myself to what so many before me have been recipients of, to help bring it to light and remedy what is out of order -- including the legal system.
Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these, my brethren, ye have done it unto me -- literally in this case.
Everything is up-side-down.
Alphabetics on this Story
After composing this story on the morning of January 2, I sent a link for my
associates and family to review, to get their input/advice prior to publishing
it. An overwhelming sentiment was "don't publish such private information
on your professional site -- keep the two separated," with only one person
applauding and encouraging me. Here is what I wrote in response:
From: Sterling Allan
Sent: Friday, January 02, 2015 5:37 PM [MST]
Subject: Re: Pending Story: Sterling Confession
I want to explain why, despite
overwhelming response from you, my associates, urging me not to
publish this personal information, I'm going to be doing it anyway. I
only received one encouraging email who saw the good and higher
purpose in what I'm doing.
I asked the question: Should
I publish "Sterling Confession" at PESN or GreaterThings?
You can tell from that very question that
I was set on publishing. It was just a question of where.
The characters in that question, when
entered into http://www.asciivalue.com/ give
a sum of 5812. There are not that many words in the NT lexicon, so I
divided it by 2 to get the harmonic.
Here is what I found:
5807 - 5812 strong, powerful
> 5812 "whom Jehovah strengthened"
5813 - 5822 strong, power
(Concl. the reference to "power.." seems to point to PESN,
and the thematic of "strong/power" seems an endorsement of
NT [2906 is on page 886 of Zodhiates; two prior to 888; and one
of its definitions is an ant. of word 888]
2900 strong, mighty
2901 strong, establish
2902 to have power over, rule over
2903 Most excellent [sterling]
2904 strength, might
2905 To cry aloud, clamor
> 2906 An outcry, usually for public information; of tumult or
controversy, clamor [spot on to this situation]
2907 Meat, nonliving flesh; Syn. flesh, Ant. bone
[carnality of sin = topic of story]
2909 the comparative of strong, also benevolently good. Better. (I)
Better, i.e., more useful, more profitable [=meaning of last
definition in NT lexicon; ant. of 888]; (II) more excellent
[sterling]; Syn. greater.
2910 To hang, suspend; (I) they hanged him on wood; (II) hanging up
the laws in a public place to be seen of all men [Take up the cross
and suffer the shame of it.]
(Concl. again, reference to strong and mighty, with specific
pinpointing of the situation, with specific mention of
"greater", would seem to point to GreaterThings. In other
words, it doesn't matter where, either place is fine. Just publish
it and link it up.)
This is no cowardly or selfish thing I'm
doing. I invite you all to not be ashamed of me in all this.
I don't think I've ever found a larger clustering of words for "mighty,
strong, powerful" around a word anywhere before. This seems to verify the
connection between my life path and the D&C 85 "one mighty and
strong" prophecy, which all the 144,000 are called to answer in their own
way, according to their life mission.
Since the SurveyMonkey "basic" account limits surveys to 10
questions and 100 answers, I've broken this into three surveys. If one of you
would like to contact SurveyMonkey and pay to upgrade my sterlingda account to a higher
level so it will display results from more than just 100 respondents, that would
be much appreciated.
If you are only inclined to spend time with one of these three surveys, I
recommend the third, which contains the kind of dialogue that needs to be taking
place in society to turn what is up-side-down right side up.
Survey 1: "Don't make
me come down there." -- God
Do you believe... there is a "Heavenly Father and Mother" at the head of the human family? the principle of "eternal progression" of the soul? humans can eventually grow spiritually to the point of becoming a Heavenly Father/Mother for new human life on
Here are some links of relevance:
Quest to Sup with Jesus - Since January 22, I've been earnestly engaged in pursuing the promise in
Rev. 3:20: "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man
hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup
with him, and he with me." This has expanded to the point of this
pending event helping turn people to God FIRST, turning away the
3.5-year reign of the beast. (GreaterThings)
Sunday School >
/ Divorce and Recovery - On September 15, Cheri and I
signed our divorce agreement, one day following the first to two
Sterling Sunday School episodes I did regarding our divorce. I show how
our divorce lines up in the Alphabetics code; and I invite everyone to
step into their "one mighty and strong" mission. Mentions
Greer award. (GreaterThings; September 28, 2014)
[Recommended as part of my recovery, but it is well worth the time of anyone
wishing to learn to manifest.]
Key System - This book is a manual to implement the
principles of The Secret (you create your own reality, so
manifest a good one), also expounded in Thrive.
It has 24 chapters with an exercise at the end of each; and it
recommends that you read one chapter per day and do the exercise,
repeating a chapter for seven days, before moving to the next chapter --
24 in all. Poll
(PESWiki; July 21, 2014)
- Publicly Admitting Lust Addiction
hits the dating scene - After 15 years of marriage, often
in tumult, my wife asked me for a divorce a month ago. Bear with me as I
and probe our audience for any possible match
referrals, listing what I'm looking for, and what I offer. (On
July 10, I removed this link and added a preface statement in the story.
the link from the archives January 3, 2015.) (PESN; July 7, 2014)
Said to be helpful in
-- remedy for depression, addiction, trauma illnesses -
This root/leaf combination I heard about in Brazil enables DHT to create a
dream-state while yet fully conscious, so you can see your issues that
brought on your heavy hang-ups, deal with them, and move on; and also see
who you really are -- your mission in life. (PESWiki; July 5, 2014)
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